Seeking hiv+ not yet U=U Chelmsford

Hello I'm Jim, I'm 60,I live with a lady in a sexless relationship, this also means I CANT ever accommodate.if your not hiv+ dont aanswer this add.Ok so to start I'm NEG,oh and I'm not on Prep ,I'm not an anal virgin but I haven't been with many men. So am I completely mad, no, I have my reasons for wanting to do this,but please don't ask it's private. So not yet U=U, so we're on the same page that means YOUR hiv+ and dont yet have an undetectable viral load. Isn't sex for men all about the sperm, and leaving it in your partner ,it's not real without it, using a condom takes away the contact you may as well use a dildo,. So I don't want to use them do you ? So be honest would you love to tell an unprotected neg man your poz and not safe, and hlm not mind ! xxxxx text me you know you want to, 07443437342. Look I can't ever answer my phone but I will always answer texts, also if your not local 20 miles there is little point thanks xxx go on you know you want to xxx I dare you lastly if you don't understand any part of this add there is no point you answering it, ps, or would you like to leave your hiv+ load inside me and not say anything till afterwards!!! Xxx